i can and i will

last time i wrote love letters to him, begging to be loved, fighting for a future. i was sad, yes, heartbroken, probably, but still full of love and hope. and now there's just the overwhelming feeling of loss, an emptyness in my chest thats pressing down on my heart. a lost cause,...

 atürlich kann ich auf dich zählen, das hast du mir immer wieder versichert, natürlich liebst du mich -     doch frei nach dem Unvollständigkeitssatz würde ich sagen dass beides weder bewiesen noch belegt worden ist.     Ich konnte immer darauf zählen, dass...

Editors note: By the way, due to it's lack of usage, my english is worse than ever and i'll wear every mistake in this blog post shamefully on my pyjama shirt. Because it's almost new year's eve, i'm obligated to reflect on this year and everything i did or everything it did to...

its been a long time since i wrote this story but now i found the words again to continue my path through the new chapter of this typed out li...

i wish i would invest the hours that i spent with googling beauty doctors in learning to fix my soul, rather than my face.i wish i could invest the days i spent laying in bed and feeling as shitty as i look, reading books and finding out more about the world instead of more imperfections...

lonely boy is alone a lot. even though he says he never is.  he wishes to be more alone.  he doesn't seem to notice or deny that he's lonely.  he apparently is around people a lot.  he's tired of being around so many people, they bore him, they annoy him. they...

the skeletons of the naked trees have given up on standing tall and proud. not one leave is left, everything has turned into dust and dirt inbetween the cracks of the paving stones. not a single one is recognizable anymore. the trees, once proud and majestic, are now broken...