There's something i need to get off my chest, so i did this thing again, where you put chosen words in a certain order and hope for the best
Say my name
in your language because that’s the only way it should be said,
while kissing me you might feel the knots on my tongue from speaking
too much in a language that I ironically use right now as well.
while kissing me you might feel the knots on my tongue from speaking
too much in a language that I ironically use right now as well.
Every day I
wake up and I want to be able to live more
have an adventure of my own and traveling a bit further
than just to the supermarket
have an adventure of my own and traveling a bit further
than just to the supermarket
But I still
spent most of my time laying in bed and thinking
about too much but not enough because I never come to a conclusion,
about animals that could be mermaids and about fictional characters that howl at the moon.
about too much but not enough because I never come to a conclusion,
about animals that could be mermaids and about fictional characters that howl at the moon.
About where
I want to be and where you have to be and where we could be,
about who I am and how you see me, about who you are and what I’m able to see,
my head keeps spinning, my feet stop moving, I keep eating but I’m still so hungry for everything.
about who I am and how you see me, about who you are and what I’m able to see,
my head keeps spinning, my feet stop moving, I keep eating but I’m still so hungry for everything.
Sometimes I’m
afraid i might just be wasting time, sometimes I think I couldn’t spent it
wiser,
most of the time I’m afraid of everything and still bored of it all,
but most of all I’m afraid of you getting bored with me.
most of the time I’m afraid of everything and still bored of it all,
but most of all I’m afraid of you getting bored with me.
Time and space are weird concepts,
it might have been two weeks, two evenings, two hours,
or just two people at the wrong place.
it might have been two weeks, two evenings, two hours,
or just two people at the wrong place.
I can’t keep
my brain from producing thoughts about you and I get annoyed,
at me for struggling, at you for getting frustrated, at everyone next to me right now
for not being you and already at my next boyfriend for still not being Dylan O’Brien.
at me for struggling, at you for getting frustrated, at everyone next to me right now
for not being you and already at my next boyfriend for still not being Dylan O’Brien.
At the same
time I’m already getting so used to you being around
and the way you look at my with your big brown puppy eyes,
I already hate myself for writing that.
and the way you look at my with your big brown puppy eyes,
I already hate myself for writing that.
Nothing
might happen,
everything could go wrong,
nevertheless it all might soon be gone.
everything could go wrong,
nevertheless it all might soon be gone.
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