lonely boy
lonely boy is alone a lot. even though he says he never is.
he wishes to be more alone.
he doesn't seem to notice or deny that he's lonely.
he apparently is around people a lot.
he's tired of being around so many people, they bore him, they annoy him. they bother him.
lonely boy needs more alone time.
but in his alone time, he's not alone.
still, he feels lonely.
maybe he even wishes to be around people, but when he is, he wishes he'd be alone.
maybe those are the wrong people.
maybe he's wrong.
about people.
about himself.
about who he is, how he acts, how he wants to be seen.
lonely boy might be happy with just himself.
maybe he knows himself so well,
maybe he so content with himself that he doesn't need anybody else.
maybe no one is able to keep up with his awesomeness.
maybe he is just perfectly fine on his own.
Some think that lonely boy just hasn't found someone who is able to complete him.
or is compatible with him.
lonely boy never invites anyone.
into his life. or his home.
whatever that might be.
maybe he's so full of himself, that there's not room for others,
maybe they find him anti-social and dont want to be around him.
maybe he's so hollow on the inside that nobody wants to stay around in his heart.
maybe lonely boy is sad.
lonely boy is not able to connect with people.
maybe he just doesn't want to.
lonely boy is not interested in friendships or partnerships.
he's not able to connect or establish any relationship, not interested in keeping it alive,
watering the plant of friendship or let love bloom.
lonely boy doesnt need sexual intimiacy or long conversations on sunday nights
his body doesn't miss hugs and his mind doesn't starve without love.
lonely boy might not even know how to love.
he's a mystery to me.
lonely boy is maybe better than all of us.
happy to be by himself.
not dependent on other people's feedback and opinons, not craving human touch.
the human being 2.0.
better than all of us animals, who are only able to survive in packs.
lonely boy might just be an egoistic asshole.
not caring about anyone but himself.
so arrgoant and sure of himself that he just can't be bothered with the realities of anyone else.
maybe he just can't.
maybe he's ill.
lonely boy seems lonely to me. but he seeks to be alone.
he can't stand the closeness.
he doesn't open up.
cant's share his past, won't commuincate about his present and doens't want you in his future.
there is not place in his life for anyone else.
he is not interested in your inner thoughts or feelings.
he might not even care about his own.
lonely boy is alone a lot, even though he is always around people.
lonely boy feels never lonely, even though he's never with anyone.
lonely boy might not be lonely, but i am when i'm with him.
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